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Victoria Beckham

Hexagonal chain crocodile bag

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Diane Von Furstenberg

Sara striped canvas tote

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Lanvin

Happy medium python shoulder bad

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Alexander McQueen

Knuckle duster studded suede clutch

£ 1048

Marc by Marc Jacobs

Cosmo quilted leather shoulder bag

£ 248

Drooling.

Belle Sigerson Morrison

Cutaway suede flats

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Jimmy Choo

Morse PVC ballerina flats

£ 152

Chloe

Crystal-embellished suede ballerina flats

£ 309

2011 is coming.

I am not going to celebrate this new year. But I am looking forward the fun activities in 2011.

Currently one of my dreams is to go see F1 Race. Funny ? YES, I know. But I want to try everything at least once, see everything at least once, go everywhere at least once.

So. theres an F1 Race in April !

BUTTT.

There's also a Disney On Ice !

OKAAAYYYY. So effa like. Hmmmm. Since it is going to be once in a lifetime experience, I want to be at the good seats. You knowww ! But both tickets are expensive, I may have to choose only one. :( Sad right ?

And right now I am still thinking. Race ? OR Disney ?

-.-

I hope I'll make a wise decision.

Still confused,

EffieB.

Tadaaa

Today, I realize one thing !

I really really like you. and I really think that you are worth it.

AND

I actually think that you are worth my time and I would do anything to have you.

OMG!

You are awesome.

And I am bending my rules for you ! What have you done to me ? You see how worth it you are ! OMG. OMG. OMG.

xx,

EffieB.

love this

I quote this from a friend of mine

" when you truly start loving yourself, suddenly anything less than the best doesn't look so good. " - Adlina

Its just so freaking true. SERIOUSLY.

Back to class again

Its been a week already since class started. Well, to be honest. I think everything went well. YES. I am scared for a few subjects, but still anyhow I'll need to go through it jugak kann ? So what the heck.

I am just going through life like how i always do. go to class, go back home, sleep, lepak, gossip. all those stuff. (: Maybe sometimes i do feel lonely. but this is my life now. i have to occupy my time wisely with useful stuff. For now, i just want to spend my time to perfection. To work hard and be perfect, yes its impossible it will never happen. but you can be close to perfect if you try so damn hard to be perfect. I want to be a perfect daughter, a perfect student, a perfect slave, a perfect sister, a perfect friend, a perfect human being, i just want to be perfect, or maybe CLOSE TO PERFECT. Thats the only aim i have now, to make myself better in every way in everything. and this time around, love comes second, or maybe numberless. cause i don't mind if its there or its not. if it comes to me i'll consider it, but if it doesn't, then WHATEVER. hee (: I don't want to get myself hurt again, i don't want to risk myself to anything anymore. :DD

So, some say i am being ridiculous. some say i am just fooling around. well i say. I AM JUST GOING WITH THE FLOW. its what i want the most. to be close or almost perfect. and thats just it.

Maybe. Just maybe. I Love You.

:(

I am sad and pathetic and awful.

My life is full of tears and sorrowness.

Not until, I saw your face, those charming face.

Liking or loving you or whatever it is that I am feeling right now, is far far far more impossible for us to be together than me loving lionel messi.

Even though I know, that you are just a few kms away from me, and theres always a huge possibility that I'll bumped into you someday. It just feels impossible to us. tooo impossible.

MAYBE I SHOULD JUST STICK TO LOVING OR LIKING OR WHATEVER IT IS I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW TO LIONEL MESSI. both of you didn't even know that i exist.

damn. love is hard.

You are not my type, but why do i fall for you.
You didnt even know i exist, but how could i feel this chemistry.
You didnt even talk to me, but why do i feel like I've known you for years.

We will always be far apart even though I know that we are so near.

I might need a miracle for this, but I don't know if I really need this miracle, or is this just another nightmare I need to go through with ?

P/S: I'll be adding a new label starting from this post. Its call Dreams. X(